AviBlursotong<3
Wednesday 27 March 2013 @ 08:15 | 0 Comment [s]

我沒有很想你 只是每早醒來第一個想到你
i dont miss you very much just when i wake up i think of you
我沒有很想你 只是偶爾會翻閱你的短訊
i dont miss you very much but sometimes i will look back at your text messages
我沒有很想你 只是把自己關在角落裡逃避
i dont miss you very much i just hide in the corner in denial
逃避 逃避 随便你
Tao bi tao bi sui bian ni
denial ,denial , do whatever you want
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我沒有很想你 只是在夜裡睡不着翻來覆去
i dont miss you very much but at night i cant sleep
我沒有很想你 只是偶爾會打聽你的消息
i dont miss you very much but once in a while i will ask people about you
我沒有很想你 只是偶爾會播放你愛看的電影
i don't miss you very much but once in a while i will watch your favorite movies
我真的沒有 想你
i really don't miss you

我沒有很想你 我沒有很想你 我只是愛你勝過愛自己
i dont miss you very much i dont miss you very much i just love you more then i love myself
我沒有很想你 我沒有很想你 我知道你已離去
i dont miss you very much i dont miss you very much i know you already moved on

Repeat *

我沒有很想你 我沒有很想你 我只是愛你勝過愛自己
i dont miss you very much i dont miss you very much i just love you more then i love myself
我沒有很想你 只是偶爾想抱緊你
i dont miss you very much but sometimes i want to hold you
 
我真的沒有 想你
i really dont miss you
我沒有很想你 我沒有很想你 我只是愛你勝過愛自己
i dont miss you very much i dont miss you very much i just love you more then i love myself
我沒有很想你 只是偶爾想抱緊你
i dont miss you very much but sometimes i want to hold you
我真的沒有 想你
i really dont miss you
我真的沒有 想你
i really dont miss you
 
Its said what i wann say..till now i still waiting for you.Even though outside i show that i dont care
but in my heart i know i cant let it go so easily..If got anything related to you i will think of you..you know i having a tough war with my own heart? So tired okay,but you lyk so relaxing uh.Or maybe its true you are just using me?! Dont know okay.Now i also dont know what my brain thinking..Argh one moment this other moments that.People say follow you heart my heart is so pain and tired already how i follow..and i lyk walking aimlessly to NO where! No idea just wann keep walking and running through the road even though i am dead tired.I need a getaway from all this things..Wann to runaway from everything but if i runaway there will be no ending.If i runaway for awhile maybe i know whats my heart thinking(?) "Smile" trying my best to do it no matter.Now day dreaming become my daily routine liao always stone there and think..LOL! Sigh hate my life.Can we talk back lyk normal friend? Yes/No?
 
Lonely,
27March2013,11:15pm
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 

Monday 25 February 2013 @ 07:04 | 0 Comment [s]

Today onwards,i dont think i will blog anymore?:) Cause mostly everything in the blog is all about you.. So yea,making a distance away from you,i even follow you back on twitter as a classmate already,but what...NO response,okay fine.I know i have done my part,so i will walk now.
its almost 2months of us breaking up,going to 3 months.. Well i still wann say "i do have feelings for you".but whats about you i dont know and werid is i dont wish to know.

"If two person meant to be together,no matter what happen to them,they will get back together one day.." <-- dont think its suit us at all._. haha.

*lahabaklava mohilejs hobaliho* Avi forget everything:) a magic hope its help me? LOL

Goodbye,
25February2013,11:03pm

Wednesday 20 February 2013 @ 12:23 | 0 Comment [s]

Ytd was our graduation day:)  but I dont know why..when I see you,can I say I am kind of happy and kibd of sian?! Dont know what the hell is this feeling,so damn angry of myself maybe this is the reason why I so quiet bah.Actually I wanted to take a photo with you but end up you take with alicia,then in my mind "forget it" .. Wanted to talk to you but scared you ignore me so I remain quiet and see you a glance and look away.Anyway you also didnt talk to me even throughout the journey to yishun-.- what can I say leh,you say "you wann be alone"  when you requested to break up.Aiya fk lah what my brain thinking... 
Seeing your backview when you walk off lyk sad only but you also dont know.

 Goodnight♥
21feb2013
04:23am

Monday 18 February 2013 @ 06:52 | 0 Comment [s]

What i can say the 3 things combine together is so hard for me to take it but
i got nobody to tell out,cry out,hug... the first person i think of is YOU,cause you
always there for you,suddenly not there anymore i somehow still miss that feeling.
Havent even recover i got 2 more bombs.1 is a big big bomb that gonna explode
anytime._. another bomb exploded liao lah-.-
So lost,suddenly i didnt wish to be on the world anymore cause i dont see my future.
Even when i saw you i really wish to run away,run away to where? Cause in my heart i thinking
since you didnt even wann be friends so you will hate me when i infront of you? Why i have this thinking,Didnt wann eye contact with you,walk pass you the feeling is lyk so freaking hurtful,so wann see you,hug you tight,but you and me now is strangers with memories.i dont know you remember how you once chase after me? remember what we go through.. To you now maybe no longer important,but thankyou for your wonderful..letting me have a beautiful MEMORIES between US.
Dont even think you read my blog anymore uh.
That day when my mum told me ".." the place i wanted to go is your house and find you.but i cannot cause you also not mine anymore.. i can only hide in my room and cry alone.
I hold on for all this things for so hard,in the end what the shit i get? all LEAVING me one by one. *well done*

i dont care whether you read or no read,i wann say till now i still love you..
but what about you?

No matter how hard the road i going to walk i will tahan and walk alone quietly:) i wont fall so fast,even if i do i stand up and continue.

Saturday 9 February 2013 @ 06:17 | 0 Comment [s]

First i wann say..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!:D
In a few hours time its going to be a new year soon.
Somehow i still wish i can talk out.LOL!

"If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time"
"You know I'll be your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today"

Listen to songs and very concentrate on the lyrics siol><
Hahah! Gonna gutiar lesson every wednesday.so i get more busy can concentrate on
my gutiar wont think so many things le bah:)

Happy cny to you<3






Tuesday 29 January 2013 @ 07:13 | 0 Comment [s]

Back to blogging:x its been so long since i use my laptop to blog
le lah,didnt use my laptop lyk weeks._. Cause busy working can already lah to make my
mind occupy but i didnt take good care of my body..now i know my body cant take the tiredness anymore.Both phsyically and mentally tired of everything i doing.
Since that day..i saw myself start to change in a way.Change in,didnt have a person to tell how i was feeling keeping everything to myself.And i keep staring at a thing and stone,and i tend to forget alot things but just the memories between us i cant forget...People say you need time (the time you with the person),we been together 4months,so i need 4months to forget you(?) 1month have pass..still left with 3months,but i know myself well i know the next 3months i wont forget still even it took me 1years plus or what! You have done something that make me hurt too deep..Sorry i dont dare to heard "i love you",its hurt so much in the end,i lost trust in love._. I should say a "thankyou" to you uh.Look lyk you can move on so fast leh..

Love,its just a few simple strokes.
But more complicated than believed.
Hate keeps love from changing.
I've loved a few people,and have also been loved by a few times,
But still unable to hold on to happiness..
Love,cant it be counted? Why do i still believe..
It isnt a loner.
I'm waiting for someone,waiting for my eternity,
To tell me that love doesnt travel alone,not to be afraid..

Tell me what to do..First is relationship problem end le then family problem.Aiya just kill me okay._. what a new year for me sia.No wonder i wont fall so easily,no matter how tired or sad i am i just didnt wann show out anymore cause i dont know who i can say to who i can cry out to.. Everything suppose to be YOU before everything happen,now all is GONE..Honestly i miss everything about you but you dont seem to bother.

原来爱一个人会那么得心痛 :')

Friday 11 January 2013 @ 05:35 | 0 Comment [s]



Thinking of you every sec and every min,just lyk my heart beating every sec..Sigh:(
People say let it go,but why i cant let it go.. Argh!!
Alalala,whatever lah.Stop thinking avi._.!
Think about work work work,but my work also another burden-.- i stone better uh..
Work one week then one day off..


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